I HAVE MOVED MY BLOG TO THE NEW ADDRESS WHICH NATALIE DESIGNED SPECIALLY FOR ME :D

Baking at Nat's house was a success! :D We baked triple chocolate chip cookies and banana muffins.Yummy!!Then nat dear designed for me a new blog template on tumbler so I would be moving to a new blog address soon.Hahaha..and it is really super nice!!!Just waiting for her to finish doing up the final touches.Meanwhile I shall just use this blog. Then we played x box tgr. I always had loads of fun going over to natalie's house to play..coz we always do fun things tgr..like baking or playing wii/xbox.today we played lego batman and robin.quite fun but halo 3 was super boring...
nat's parents cooked nice dinner for us too!!today was a happy day!!

I finally know where the problem lies. He does treat me as a good friend. But the problem is he loves himself more than anyone else.

Now most of my colleagues know that I am quitting my job and my last day is next friday. Paper really can't wrap fire. Haiz. So clay got to know that I am leaving soon and he cried at the workplace. I was very shocked when he did because I did not expect that I would have the power to make him do so. But I still don't believe that he cried because he felt abandoned by me. Maybe partly but not mainly the cause. Well I have never ever felt that he treats me as a very good friend.
He does tell me his problems. He treats me quite well at times..but I still don't feel that he treats me as a good friend. When i am down, he was never there to cheer me up. I could not find consolation in him. I don't really feel that he is very concern about my things. Am I expecting too much from him? Is he really a good friend?

13 more days to saying goodbye. I am having mixed feelings because I know I will definitely miss my colleagues. But sometimes no matter how you like somethings you just have to let go.
Haiz.
I am looking forward to my next chapter in life though :)

It doesn't matter anymore because I am leaving in 15 days time.

Ok officially 17 more days..I am always floating around in lab these days..trying to find things to do. That is a very tough job actually cause there's practically nothing to do.I should treasure my remaining days in the lab.